Roses on my table, violets on the mountains.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

67349.

Stand Chart 10km was really awesome and fun though tiring. Wonderful experience can't wait for next year (: Feel so bad for not waiting for Tanya Joan & Claire after reading Joan's post since she was so grateful to them haha. Ahwell I don't know how to change my pace.
Went really early since sis's race started 2 hours earlier and I had to pass the guys their race packs. Went through camp qt plus messages with Tanya at the war memorial place while watching the sky grow brighter.
The guys did 21km plus the second sis and waited for us and I didn't know feel so bad omg! Think they waited for like an hour, sorry y'all. And then we were all late for service -.- Erjie kindly sent us home at record speed it was quite scary haha. But thank you appreciate it though your friend was waiting! Skipped sunday school outing since miss joan didn't wanna go too and since they were all already there at deb's house because they all skipped service.
Sis and I spent the afternoon sleeping and talking about our blisters. She has bubbles everywhere! My toes feel like they're dropping off heh. Still somehow I don't feel like I did 10k it feels like about 5km. Sucks that we didn't take pictures -.-
Oh and I saw Chan with her mother there after 10k too heee (: Suddenly miss the class quite a bit. New faces next year pretty anxious already.

Youth camp till friday so don't expect an update, much love.

11:45 PM
Fading into the crimson sky.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Speak, O Lord

I know how ironic the above looks but heh, ignore. Meow reminded me of the day we were at Fep and going crazy over meow and woof. HAHA good times (:

YF Camp is on monday! Quite excited but a little apprehensive still, got the list of group members today and I'm pretty unfamiliar with some but anyway I really do hope we all get along well (: My first camp ever so I'm pretty anxious but as Junwei said at least I wouldn't have any expectations so it'll probably be alright. Contributed thoughts, questions, in leaders meeting today. The ice-breakers were pretty funny. Feeling quite charged up and prepared already! (: Hope I can be a good influence to the group as a leader, prayers please thank you!

Oh and fbts are banned for leaders so I'm wondering what i'm gonna be sleeping in? Hmm it's all for the best anyway.

Just got back not too long ago from Tanya's band concert with joan joy and wilson, I think it was pretty alright except for some screw-ups here and there and I really really do miss band right now and all the percussion shit ): Went to expo before that to collect race packs for tanya ye and nic and I had to lug them around all day hmz. Race-pack collection is so troublesome and far away! They should make it in town or something.

Excited for Stand Chart 10k tomorrow!! Might die halfway but it's all worth it for the adrenaline rush. Ran this morning and the feeling was amazing but then my legs kinda gave out. Kinda forgot what it feels like to run heh.

Think I'll be missing Sunday School tomorrow, but anyway we have an outing to Deb's house so I'm hoping it'll be a good time (:

Going to have dinner in a bit then tanya is staying over so we can chiong off to Esplanade tomorrow morning. Gotta go 2 HOURS early because sister's race starts at 630.

And I miss my touch so so so so much cos I exchanged it with glen's nano and omgosh it sucks not being able to tweet hahaha. And my tumblarity died!!

AHWELL BYE.

7:38 PM
Fading into the crimson sky.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

She's got you high and you don't even know it

Just watched 500 days of summer and I LOVE IT ♥♥♥
Extra hearts for emphasis heh. Probably even one of the best stuff i've ever watched. I'll rank it right next to Benjamin Button (: The guy was completely adorable&charming and he had really twinkly and shiny eyes, like you can't help but stare at them. The girl was really weird, it was so mean to lead him on when she didn't want a relationship seriously. I felt so bad for Tom ):):):): Completely heartbreaking. And I don't think she's as pretty as everyone says either, and she reminds me of Katy Perry. I don't get how she married someone in such a short while. And ditched Tom! Goodness Joseph Gordon Levitt is LOVE LOVE LOVE. WHEREVER YOU GO THERE'LL BE LOVE LOVE LOVE. I ♥ Noah and the Whale. And I love the songs Wilson's been sending me! Yay thankyou much.

I feel so happy and contented just cos people make awesome movies (:

Worship prac today was exhausting! 25 songs is no joke. Plus all that waiting time to decide on sequence and linking and chords and stuff, I got really sleepy heh. Another practice tomorroww.

Too many things to do! Preparing for camp and designing dance posters which is really hard I lost all creative flair and I can't draw for all the money in the world and chinese and lit homework and then there's holiday after camp sheesh. Shopping though hm. ( Font here is screwed!)

"Robin is better than the girl of my dreams. She's real."

- Paul, 500 days of summer

AWW AWW AWWWWWWWW ♥

10:41 PM
Fading into the crimson sky.

already gone;

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Started singing this all of a sudden so I searched up the lyrics and realised it was some song by Kelly Clarkson haha weirdness. Anyway somehow i really like it, there's this really amazing feeling I get when I listen to it. Like an empowering sense of sacrificial love! Really heartwarming.
Weisong just told me he really likes my dunks and omgosh now just picturing them in my head makes me happy. I am going mad. They're too chio to think about. Goodness. ♥

12:16 AM
Fading into the crimson sky.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Cheek to cheek cos' I'm in love with you

Out with J T and S today (: Went to Eat to eat cos Joy is obsessed with their meepok but she could barely finish it and then she realised she didn't like it so much after all. Haha i know right. The to Salvation Army but the store was closed cos of some concert! So off to FEP (: Bought studded heels with joy ( black and white!) for real cheap and also some vest I saw selena gomez wear hahaha. They were having this awesome sale downstairs where they had like Gap and Old Navy etc and I got a hugeass banana republic shirt. Should be good for sleeping I think! Or going out for that matter.

Went to Ion after that! Crazy shit couldn't stop laughing all the way it was really super duper hilarious. Stomach hurts real bad each time I'm with them hahaha. Not bad works my abs!
"Eh that guy is hot." "IKR!" HAHA yalee can read my mind.

Anyway I REFUSE to believe that Dai Yang Tian, Elvin Ng and Nat Ho are gay. Apparently with each other somemore. I mean the last two. Yalee keeps on claiming it but I'm pretty sure it's not true! Your insider might be wrong leh how about that (: Sister took photos with both of them and couldn't stop squealing for joy when she showed them off to me and made me jealous. She put the one with Nat Ho as a profile picture on fb HAHA. Don't know what the bf is gonna say about that. And she and Elvin goes for bbqs together )):

Major twitter spam just now when Singapore Idol was on. Seriously I think the dancers went a little crazy seeing Zaki on TV with the Mgs dance jacket. Heh super awesome! Though I didn't manage to see it. It's insanely cool that we have the same choreographer as the idols hah. Quite sad for Charles he was so sweet! But yeah the rest were mosre qualified than him. Loved the way he beatboxed though, need to go learn. Hope Sylvia wins really.

And and, I am obsessed with tumblr -.-
And tumblarity though mine's still really disgustingly low. I don't exactly like reblogging so my tumblarity stays low. But there's this amazing feeling you get when somone reblogs your original photo or follows you. Like when you get a text message or a new piece of clothing! Yeah.

That reminds me I love love retail therapy heh ♥

YF camp in uhh a few days. Scared for some reason. Haha hope I'm okay with my group and click with them and everything. If i don't like people it's really hard for me to get along with them. Ah well! QT prep so far has been going well so I'm really hoping things go great and everyone learns stuff and make new friends and have fun (:

Can't wait!

And omgosh looked through Prayer and Praise songs just now and there are 25! Whoa. Can't imagine doing back-up now.

TOODLES.

10:31 PM
Fading into the crimson sky.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Trigger happy

Heh the entire (albeit short) bus journey yesterday with zhen was spent talking about this dude. Crazy shit! He's damn amazing hahaha. Seriously look at that smile goodness yannting I'mma steal him away from you already (:

4:08 PM
Fading into the crimson sky.

When you give a little love,

you get a little love;

Sleepover and mum's birthday and good times with yuxuan and good times with wanzhen! Just uploaded junk from the camera supa awesomeness.

Yesterday was ultimate fun picnic at botanics with the long time no see bestie! Miss you miss you (: Then went off on a long and arduous journey to haato heehee very exciting. Tried to learn some monopoly card game but it made no sense then we played pick-up sticks(!) and upwords. Hopped off to plazasing to look for her puzzle frame thing which cost like 60bucks goodness. Okay I can't wait to fix a 1000 piece puzzle with her those things are supa addictive. LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT (:

Tomorrow Joy and I are gonna look for cheap shit heehee since I am broke and in the shopping spirit. Ahhh joy we're supposed to start with the homework in exactly 3 minutes -.-
Yalee comes back today! Miss you miss you (: And joan also though I have no idea when you're coming back hmz. MISS YOU (:

Shoo-shoo, shoo-shoo, shoo-shoo,

Sugar town ♥

11:32 AM
Fading into the crimson sky.

Love locked down Love, you're foolish, you're tired
	Sunday, December 6, 2009 67349. Stand Chart 10km was really awesome and fun though tiring. Wonderful experience can't wait for next year (: Feel so bad for not waiting for Tanya Joan & Claire after reading Joan's post since she was so grateful to them haha. Ahwell I don't know how to change my pace. Went really early since sis's race started 2 hours earlier and I had to pass the guys their race packs. Went through camp qt plus messages with Tanya at the war memorial place while watching the sky grow brighter. The guys did 21km plus the second sis and waited for us and I didn't know feel so bad omg! Think they waited for like an hour, sorry y'all. And then we were all late for service -.- Erjie kindly sent us home at record speed it was quite scary haha. But thank you appreciate it though your friend was waiting! Skipped sunday school outing since miss joan didn't wanna go too and since they were all already there at deb's house because they all skipped service. Sis and I spent the afternoon sleeping and talking about our blisters. She has bubbles everywhere! My toes feel like they're dropping off heh. Still somehow I don't feel like I did 10k it feels like about 5km. Sucks that we didn't take pictures -.- Oh and I saw Chan with her mother there after 10k too heee (: Suddenly miss the class quite a bit. New faces next year pretty anxious already. Youth camp till friday so don't expect an update, much love. 11:45 PM Fading into the crimson sky. Saturday, December 5, 2009 Speak, O Lord I know how ironic the above looks but heh, ignore. Meow reminded me of the day we were at Fep and going crazy over meow and woof. HAHA good times (: YF Camp is on monday! Quite excited but a little apprehensive still, got the list of group members today and I'm pretty unfamiliar with some but anyway I really do hope we all get along well (: My first camp ever so I'm pretty anxious but as Junwei said at least I wouldn't have any expectations so it'll probably be alright. Contributed thoughts, questions, in leaders meeting today. The ice-breakers were pretty funny. Feeling quite charged up and prepared already! (: Hope I can be a good influence to the group as a leader, prayers please thank you! Oh and fbts are banned for leaders so I'm wondering what i'm gonna be sleeping in? Hmm it's all for the best anyway. Just got back not too long ago from Tanya's band concert with joan joy and wilson, I think it was pretty alright except for some screw-ups here and there and I really really do miss band right now and all the percussion shit ): Went to expo before that to collect race packs for tanya ye and nic and I had to lug them around all day hmz. Race-pack collection is so troublesome and far away! They should make it in town or something. Excited for Stand Chart 10k tomorrow!! Might die halfway but it's all worth it for the adrenaline rush. Ran this morning and the feeling was amazing but then my legs kinda gave out. Kinda forgot what it feels like to run heh. Think I'll be missing Sunday School tomorrow, but anyway we have an outing to Deb's house so I'm hoping it'll be a good time (: Going to have dinner in a bit then tanya is staying over so we can chiong off to Esplanade tomorrow morning. Gotta go 2 HOURS early because sister's race starts at 630. And I miss my touch so so so so much cos I exchanged it with glen's nano and omgosh it sucks not being able to tweet hahaha. And my tumblarity died!! AHWELL BYE. 7:38 PM Fading into the crimson sky. Thursday, December 3, 2009 She's got you high and you don't even know it Just watched 500 days of summer and I LOVE IT ♥♥♥ Extra hearts for emphasis heh. Probably even one of the best stuff i've ever watched. I'll rank it right next to Benjamin Button (: The guy was completely adorable&charming and he had really twinkly and shiny eyes, like you can't help but stare at them. The girl was really weird, it was so mean to lead him on when she didn't want a relationship seriously. I felt so bad for Tom ):):):): Completely heartbreaking. And I don't think she's as pretty as everyone says either, and she reminds me of Katy Perry. I don't get how she married someone in such a short while. And ditched Tom! Goodness Joseph Gordon Levitt is LOVE LOVE LOVE. WHEREVER YOU GO THERE'LL BE LOVE LOVE LOVE. I ♥ Noah and the Whale. And I love the songs Wilson's been sending me! Yay thankyou much. I feel so happy and contented just cos people make awesome movies (: Worship prac today was exhausting! 25 songs is no joke. Plus all that waiting time to decide on sequence and linking and chords and stuff, I got really sleepy heh. Another practice tomorroww. Too many things to do! Preparing for camp and designing dance posters which is really hard I lost all creative flair and I can't draw for all the money in the world and chinese and lit homework and then there's holiday after camp sheesh. Shopping though hm. ( Font here is screwed!) "Robin is better than the girl of my dreams. She's real." - Paul, 500 days of summer AWW AWW AWWWWWWWW ♥ 10:41 PM Fading into the crimson sky. already gone; Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even with our fists held high It never would've worked out right We were never meant for do or die I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road someone's gotta go And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on so I'm already gone Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you want to cry Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in Perfect couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road someone's gotta go And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on so I'm already gone I'm already gone, already gone You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong I'm already gone, already gone There's no moving on so I'm already gone Already gone, already gone, already gone Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road someone's gotta go And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on so I'm already gone I'm already gone, already gone You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong I'm already gone, already gone There's no moving on so I'm already gone Started singing this all of a sudden so I searched up the lyrics and realised it was some song by Kelly Clarkson haha weirdness. Anyway somehow i really like it, there's this really amazing feeling I get when I listen to it. Like an empowering sense of sacrificial love! Really heartwarming. Weisong just told me he really likes my dunks and omgosh now just picturing them in my head makes me happy. I am going mad. They're too chio to think about. Goodness. ♥ 12:16 AM Fading into the crimson sky. Wednesday, December 2, 2009 Cheek to cheek cos' I'm in love with you Out with J T and S today (: Went to Eat to eat cos Joy is obsessed with their meepok but she could barely finish it and then she realised she didn't like it so much after all. Haha i know right. The to Salvation Army but the store was closed cos of some concert! So off to FEP (: Bought studded heels with joy ( black and white!) for real cheap and also some vest I saw selena gomez wear hahaha. They were having this awesome sale downstairs where they had like Gap and Old Navy etc and I got a hugeass banana republic shirt. Should be good for sleeping I think! Or going out for that matter. Went to Ion after that! Crazy shit couldn't stop laughing all the way it was really super duper hilarious. Stomach hurts real bad each time I'm with them hahaha. Not bad works my abs! "Eh that guy is hot." "IKR!" HAHA yalee can read my mind. Anyway I REFUSE to believe that Dai Yang Tian, Elvin Ng and Nat Ho are gay. Apparently with each other somemore. I mean the last two. Yalee keeps on claiming it but I'm pretty sure it's not true! Your insider might be wrong leh how about that (: Sister took photos with both of them and couldn't stop squealing for joy when she showed them off to me and made me jealous. She put the one with Nat Ho as a profile picture on fb HAHA. Don't know what the bf is gonna say about that. And she and Elvin goes for bbqs together )): Major twitter spam just now when Singapore Idol was on. Seriously I think the dancers went a little crazy seeing Zaki on TV with the Mgs dance jacket. Heh super awesome! Though I didn't manage to see it. It's insanely cool that we have the same choreographer as the idols hah. Quite sad for Charles he was so sweet! But yeah the rest were mosre qualified than him. Loved the way he beatboxed though, need to go learn. Hope Sylvia wins really. And and, I am obsessed with tumblr -.- And tumblarity though mine's still really disgustingly low. I don't exactly like reblogging so my tumblarity stays low. But there's this amazing feeling you get when somone reblogs your original photo or follows you. Like when you get a text message or a new piece of clothing! Yeah. That reminds me I love love retail therapy heh ♥ YF camp in uhh a few days. Scared for some reason. Haha hope I'm okay with my group and click with them and everything. If i don't like people it's really hard for me to get along with them. Ah well! QT prep so far has been going well so I'm really hoping things go great and everyone learns stuff and make new friends and have fun (: Can't wait! And omgosh looked through Prayer and Praise songs just now and there are 25! Whoa. Can't imagine doing back-up now. TOODLES. 10:31 PM Fading into the crimson sky. Tuesday, December 1, 2009 Trigger happy Heh the entire (albeit short) bus journey yesterday with zhen was spent talking about this dude. Crazy shit! He's damn amazing hahaha. Seriously look at that smile goodness yannting I'mma steal him away from you already (: 4:08 PM Fading into the crimson sky. When you give a little love, you get a little love; Sleepover and mum's birthday and good times with yuxuan and good times with wanzhen! Just uploaded junk from the camera supa awesomeness. Yesterday was ultimate fun picnic at botanics with the long time no see bestie! Miss you miss you (: Then went off on a long and arduous journey to haato heehee very exciting. Tried to learn some monopoly card game but it made no sense then we played pick-up sticks(!) and upwords. Hopped off to plazasing to look for her puzzle frame thing which cost like 60bucks goodness. Okay I can't wait to fix a 1000 piece puzzle with her those things are supa addictive. LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT (: Tomorrow Joy and I are gonna look for cheap shit heehee since I am broke and in the shopping spirit. Ahhh joy we're supposed to start with the homework in exactly 3 minutes -.- Yalee comes back today! Miss you miss you (: And joan also though I have no idea when you're coming back hmz. MISS YOU (: Shoo-shoo, shoo-shoo, shoo-shoo, Sugar town ♥ 11:32 AM Fading into the crimson sky.	The world doesn't matter Shantelle, that's probably all you need to know. The previous one sounded so stupid hahaha. I love people but I have an unfriendly face yep. Currently over hot guys teehee am in love with my dog. 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